Hey.. It has been a whole month!

Hey!  Here I am at last. I know, I know.. I haven't written like I said a would. Sorry 'bout that. I have been in so much depression and trouble this whole summer and september and.. well, october as well I think.
Me and my boyfriend, Fredrik will celebrate a whole year in about 12 days! It feels nice to have someone there, who loves you and such.

Anyways, I wrote that I would color my hair grey, and I did.. But after 2 weeks it became like a greenish color.. and my hair was so damaged after all my coloring and bleaching so I just cut it off, about 15 cm. It feels good to have smooth, shiny and healty hair that can grow faster now ;)

Right now I have really long purple DE dreads.. and dark brow/red/violet hair.. I like it :)  I will take out my dreads in about 2 weeks or so, and then I will ask my mate, Jennifer to redo them, and put some more dreads in to get the fluffy look.

Well well.. I've been up to sooo much lately and I'm sorry if I'm to tired to actually write it all down, but like I said.. I have some moment quite often when I'am depressed.. :/

But hey, there will be some changes!  Take care now gals, and have fun this autumn/winter!  and hold your tums for me to get some time to start blogging again! <3

Here's a picture of me btw :)

Hey, I just came across my own blog a couple of minutes ago xD  I feel like a douche bag that I haven't wrote any thing in such a long period of time.. you know, I've been in a depression for almost the whole summer.

But I think that it will be better know, when I've been trough a lot of shit with my family, my bf, my best friend and everything. BUT I've started playing again!  SO HAPPY!!!! I've played Kingdom Hearts 2 and birth by sleep, Dead Island(I've bought the novell as well and let me tell you, it's freakin' awesome!)

I've felt that I haven't been doing any gyaru or ulzzang in a long time and that is very sad for me, hopefully I will get my confidence up when the school starts and I will continue to try some stuff! And I've also bought some skate clothes and shoes, because I feel very comfy in that kind of clothes and such..

So I thought the other day, why not just combine gyaru/ulzzang with the skate style? How cool wouldn't that be?! Im going to dye my hair (not the whole tho) in grey hair dye for that special occasion :D

Take care now guys, and hopefully I write soon enough! <3

Hey everybody!   I know I don't write so often on the blog ;__; And honestly I don't have a good excuse for that.. I've been really tired after school and I really want to spend time with my bf bcuz we fight more often now and well.. I feel like shit for that ;__; I feel like a really bad gf :<

well well.. There's a store here in Stockholm named Sun Ai, wich is a japanese market with cute stuff, food, books, candy and now even make up! I was really happy when I found out they were selling lashes and stuff.. but unfortunately it was cheap shit :/  But I bought 3 pair of lashes for about 4 dollars(?)

And I'm sorry that I don't post any pictures in my posts but I don't have a camera(a good one) and my phone camera is really fuck'd up xD Oh just one thing.. When you gals wear circle lenses early in the morning.. Do you get tired in your eyes after a short time.. you know, like the sleeping feeling when you don't have slept for days. I'm really fucking tired in my eyes after wearing them 2 hours in the morning D:

Do you gals have any good tips? :3

Yooo!  I've been up with so much lately so yeah :3  I've started dress more feminine and such lately and I feel.. really comfy with it :D  I've gotten so much inspiration from Marzia, Pewdiepie's gf n_n
I really want to go shopping cuz it's really nice weather here in Sweden :D

Next thursday I will go to the dentist and I'm kind of scared, haha xD

Ok, I will start blogging again :D  I'm so sorry for not blogging at all.. but I've been a bit down and a bit depressed but now I'm fine :>
I really want to record some stuff.. like how I do my gyaru/ulzzang make up and stuff like that n_n
But first I want to get my extensions and dye my hair :'3
This is the hair I'm most inspired of right now, and I think I'm gonna get it like this :>

But I want an ash brown/blonde color instead of her dark hair, otherwise I looove it *-* And I think that I would feel more sexy, cute and more comfy If I had longer hair n_n

Well, if I feel like it, maybe I will write tomorrow!  Otherwise I just blog on Thursday after me and my dad go shopping for new summer clothes :3   C'ya!

Sorry ;__;

Hey you guuuys!

I know that I haven't spent much time on my blog and stuff, but I've felt that I wanted to write on it, but I didn't know what to write so.. yeah :0  don't want to write boring stuff on it -_- I will try to make new posts and stuff very soon with, hair, clothes, japan, korean, food inspo for you guys! and I will also make videos when I try to cook food and other crazy stuff! n_n

Now I'am on my way to my dad on the bus sooo.. I may now update in a few days, but I will surely do it on monday when I'm at school!   Cheers! :*

Im fine :3

Sooo.. I just spent a wonderful weekend with my bf, and I really needed it(but it was just one night, I would be a bit happier if I could spent two nights with him, but I'll have to wait a week or so) I feel a bit happier than last so I'm so I got so emo, haha!

Anywayzzzz.. I feel that I have got a little obsessed with tumblr, fb and texting, wich isn't so good, but I might survive without fb and maaaybe tumblr, but I kind of get loads of inspiration on tumblr, wich sometimes makes me happier, and texting.. well, let's just say that I fucking need that shit to talk with my awesome bf, that I miss like asdfghj all the fucking time <3

I really love my new lenses as well, so here's some pics ;3

I feel like.. I don't even know anymore..

I fucking hate this feeling.. It almost feels like I'm being ignored or something and it's not fun at all :c
I just want to do something.. watch a movie, hang out with friends, play some video games but I don't feel like doing anything, and my grandma is always pissed at everyone and everything and sche complains about me doing nothing, but I'm one of the verrrrryyyy few in the household that actually do anything, like cleaning and doing the dishes and stuff.

Im so fucking tired of everything, I just want to be dead in a couple of months or so... I be able to think. fuck this, fuck everything right now. I fucking hate this shit ass school too.

I'm sorry...

Hey you guys! Sorry for the bad updating :c
But I feel.. like insecure or something. I have a lot going on in my life, and I feel that I'm going to fail in school and that no one wants to help me.. except my boyfriend who tries to help sometimes or just sayin' that I need try do my homeworks, haha. Sometimes I just wish that I was smarter and could do better in school so that I, one day can move to Japan and start my new life without any shit that comes in between like it always doing right now, and I'm so fucking tired of it because it hurts me and my beloved ones ;__; So I'am really sorry for the latest post where I just write depressed stuff but I really don't feel well at all :c

Take care!

Yeah...

Soo.. I know there isn't a lot of people who reads my shitty blog, and well.. you maybe starting to think why I'm still writing when I no that no one reads it. I just want to go back someday and read what I've written someday for fun, just to see how far in life I've come. It's like when you were little and you used to write a diary and you totally forget about it for a couple of years and when you find it you can just read about all the fun things and maybe depressed moments you've had and persons you've met n_n

I'm sorry for the long and boring post but I felt that I needed to make it clear to you guys C:
And I will try to make more followers on my blog and stuff :3
www.MichelleIsYaNigguh.tumblr.com feel free to follow me on tumblr if you have one! n_n
it may contain porn/hentai stuff now and then but hey, I'm 16 and you know.. Im horny! 8D  just kidding! or am I...?

Take care anywayzzz! :*

Longing for tomorrow n_n

Hey hey! Right now im just sitting in a couch with my nigguh, Jennifer :3 www.swaggershark.blogg.se
And our 2nd lesson begins in about half an hour :> Tomorrow I will meet my dad and workout at his buddy's gym and then I will get my money so I can buy some cookies and stuff, haha! Miss my bf too ;__; <3  well well, I don't have any new gifs/photos so you will have to wait fore some awesome gifs ;D later!

I have gamedesign..

OMFG, this shit is so boring -_- sometimes I wonder what it would be to work with this because I really want to but shit.. this htlm stuff is so hard and im not good at photoshop either :c wish me luck!

Heeeey! well, it's a new week and that means more school for me :c
I'm longing so much for the weekend so I can meet up with my dad and buy a new jacket for me and stuff, and after that spend the night with Jennifer and some video games :D and after that I will sleep over at my bf house :3 Ohh, btw, I will get my money soon so that I can order my lenses and stuff n_n

haha, just me and Jennifer being silly C:

good night!

Boyfriend ^^

Soo.. I'm finally back home from my bf (he only lives like 10 minutes walking from me, haha)
I'd really missed him so it was really cozy and stuff, and he made me some dinner and stuff too, so cute!
And we had "le sexy time" ofc, haha x3 I'm a little sad tho.. I can't sleep over at his house.. or its fine by his parents but not my "mom". She says that I can sleep at home because its only 10 minutes by walk to get home :c well well.. I will figure something out :3 good night!

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Well.. I'm kind of happy now :3  my BMI says that I am underweight.. It says 18.1 and to be "normal" you have to have at least 18.5 ^^  I am about 5'4 or something and weight around 106 lbs :3

I really need to stop smoking and stop eating candy and shit -_-

Omg, I must say that Ruthless from LA ink is frekkin' sexy! I would sooo turn gay/bi for her *_*

It's friday, friday..!

Herrow! I only have two lessons today :'D  or maybe one.. I don't really know o_o

Haha, here's me and mah nigguh, Jennifer ^_^

well anyways, tomorrow i will be with my boyfriend, Fredrik and maybe rent some movies and just cuddle *_* <3

My first order at PinkyParadise! :0

I really want to start with the whole cute look again and I really like the cuteness of ulzzang and the sexyness of gyaru, so I thought I could combine them ;3 anyways.. I will soon order sesame grey mimi circel lenses from the tsubasa collection, I want to buy a brown pair aswell but I don't think it would fit my really light blue eyes :c buuut... I will buy a purple lens case, a eyebrow mascara/pencil and maybe some lashes C:

10.0.6 products

soo.. i've thinking about my bad skin and that I really need to do something about it. So I'd decided to buy a little more expensive products. And www.nickipon.com did a post were she said what she tought about these products: 10.0.6  and I must say that they really work! my skin actually feels a bit better now after just a couple of days, amazing! ^_^
I highly recommend these:

be sure to use a moisturizer afterwards so you don't get a dry skin! :3

ps. the pictures isn't mine! its from www.ahlens.se and www.kicks.se who are swedish cosmetic shops!

Hiiii! n_n

Well.. I decided to make another blog in english bcuz the first one is a blog that I use at school.
Im not very good at this kind of stuff, and my english is a bit bad sometime so plz don't judge me! =^.^=

This is me anyways, haha! :3