I feel like.. I don't even know anymore..

I fucking hate this feeling.. It almost feels like I'm being ignored or something and it's not fun at all :c
I just want to do something.. watch a movie, hang out with friends, play some video games but I don't feel like doing anything, and my grandma is always pissed at everyone and everything and sche complains about me doing nothing, but I'm one of the verrrrryyyy few in the household that actually do anything, like cleaning and doing the dishes and stuff.

Im so fucking tired of everything, I just want to be dead in a couple of months or so... I be able to think. fuck this, fuck everything right now. I fucking hate this shit ass school too.