Im fine :3

Sooo.. I just spent a wonderful weekend with my bf, and I really needed it(but it was just one night, I would be a bit happier if I could spent two nights with him, but I'll have to wait a week or so) I feel a bit happier than last so I'm so I got so emo, haha!

Anywayzzzz.. I feel that I have got a little obsessed with tumblr, fb and texting, wich isn't so good, but I might survive without fb and maaaybe tumblr, but I kind of get loads of inspiration on tumblr, wich sometimes makes me happier, and texting.. well, let's just say that I fucking need that shit to talk with my awesome bf, that I miss like asdfghj all the fucking time <3

I really love my new lenses as well, so here's some pics ;3

I feel like.. I don't even know anymore..

I fucking hate this feeling.. It almost feels like I'm being ignored or something and it's not fun at all :c
I just want to do something.. watch a movie, hang out with friends, play some video games but I don't feel like doing anything, and my grandma is always pissed at everyone and everything and sche complains about me doing nothing, but I'm one of the verrrrryyyy few in the household that actually do anything, like cleaning and doing the dishes and stuff.

Im so fucking tired of everything, I just want to be dead in a couple of months or so... I be able to think. fuck this, fuck everything right now. I fucking hate this shit ass school too.

I'm sorry...

Hey you guys! Sorry for the bad updating :c
But I feel.. like insecure or something. I have a lot going on in my life, and I feel that I'm going to fail in school and that no one wants to help me.. except my boyfriend who tries to help sometimes or just sayin' that I need try do my homeworks, haha. Sometimes I just wish that I was smarter and could do better in school so that I, one day can move to Japan and start my new life without any shit that comes in between like it always doing right now, and I'm so fucking tired of it because it hurts me and my beloved ones ;__; So I'am really sorry for the latest post where I just write depressed stuff but I really don't feel well at all :c

Take care!

Yeah...

Soo.. I know there isn't a lot of people who reads my shitty blog, and well.. you maybe starting to think why I'm still writing when I no that no one reads it. I just want to go back someday and read what I've written someday for fun, just to see how far in life I've come. It's like when you were little and you used to write a diary and you totally forget about it for a couple of years and when you find it you can just read about all the fun things and maybe depressed moments you've had and persons you've met n_n

I'm sorry for the long and boring post but I felt that I needed to make it clear to you guys C:
And I will try to make more followers on my blog and stuff :3
www.MichelleIsYaNigguh.tumblr.com feel free to follow me on tumblr if you have one! n_n
it may contain porn/hentai stuff now and then but hey, I'm 16 and you know.. Im horny! 8D  just kidding! or am I...?

Take care anywayzzz! :*